Feeling Better Today

I wrote yesterday's update while I was feeling pretty down. I think I'm tired, frustrated and sad. After dinner last night, I got to go out on my own. I have been needing that a lot more lately. Thankfully, Michael has been very understanding. Indulging in a caramel frappacino from Starbucks is so refreshing for me. I bought myself a new journal and settled down for some reflection. I just do so much better when I get my feelings out on paper. Feeling myself drifting about on a wild sea of emotions was overwhelming me, but taking the time to read my bible and pray is just like a floatation device! So, I am still floating...but now I have a comfortable floaty around my waist! Okay, so I'm being a little silly now, but oh well. Anyways, we really are hanging in here. Next Thursday we'll get the scans in the morning and then meet with a doctor later that afternoon. Hopefully he'll have some kind of results by then. Kelby is feeling much better today, but the sores are still there. Laying in bed and watching movies seems to be the most she feels up to doing still. My parents get to come this weekend, so that will be a great distraction for us! We need to have a wonderful weekend to pass the time before the scans. Thanks for continuing to pray.